"Uninvited"
You're clawing, scratching, digging
Trying to get through to the other side
I'm running out of places that I like to hide
I'm feeling like
There's someone inside my head flipping switches
and it's only a matter of time
Before you find the one that shuts me down
Auto self-destruct in 5-4-3-2-1
I swear this time I'm f*** ing done
I'm leaving everyone
Keep on knocking but you can't come in
Not by the hair on my chiny chiny chin
You're not welcome here
Ask yourself were you ever?
Was i ever
more than just a temporary outlet for your pleasure?
I don't think so
I can count on one hand how many fingers you ever
lifted to help me get better
Did you ever?
Uninvited
You're always, always here
Uninvited,
You're always, always
Uninvited,
You're always, always
I keep explaining
but you just don't get it
all you did was finish
what the others didn't
Every hour, every minute
is extended
to extend my pain
Now I know I'll never be the f*** ing same again
and those to blame
enjoy the spoils of war
I'm losing ground inside my head
overtaking and replacing
everything I put to bed behind my face
and I can't take this
My mistake to let you in the first place
I should have f*** ing known better
But life's a b*** and that's what I get
is how I justify
everytime you crucify me with your eyes
Who's idea was it to try this?
Nevermind
It's my party
I can cry if I want to
'cause all you motherf*** ers weren't invited
Under my skin
You're my linchpin
Where do you end
And I begin?
And I'll walk away
I'll change my name
Forget my face
Just go away
Uninvited
Always here
Uninvited
Always here
Always invited
Always here