lost my balance wrong chemicals in my brain don't wake the animal to be alone take on everything that i cant enjoy that i still suffer for death controls life black controls light i'm much too shy not to hide so much pain this defected brain don't look at me what i'm turning into alone all day painting hell until this hell is becoming true to be alone take everything that i cant enjoy but still suffer for death controls life black controls light i'm much too shy not to hide ch: much too long out of my skin to make my heart feel much too long inside to make the outside world real much too shy to let the sun unfreeze my eyes much too lost in the dark to turn on the lights never born never make mistakes never ache this way from the teasing snakes never change the things i couldn't say ill scream it some way dark controls the light death controls life i crash but not burn one more time wake the animal to be alone everything thats wrong brother please don't follow brother please don't follow a cold blooded animal digging a hole that is dark and hollow that is dark and hollow to make home to make home ch: much too long out of my skin to make my heart feel much too long inside to make the outside world real much too shy to let the sunshine unfreeze my eyes don't want you to look at me when i put on the lights lost my balance wrong chemicals that spin my brain i'm a solitary animal let me ache