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Peak #122
Peak in subgenre #50
Author
A. W. Doane
Rights
D-TOMe
Uploaded
March 11, 2020
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MP3 10.6 MB, 320 kbps, 4:37
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WAV 46.6 MB (no audio tag)
Story behind the song
True mostly
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god knows the hate within this reprobate piece of shit cant be controlled or fixed I dont court anything unless its flirting with death take your mark and ya meds on the ready set go rush them to D-TOME imma pop em make em gone from one to twenty fourth till Im back knocking on the door sometime between one and four in the morn trying to cope some more catching neighbors scorn cuz I rolled in laying on the horn waking up their corn they started jibber jabber saying haw with a country draw chewin on some straw pulled that out his jaw tooted up some raw took it to the nog I beat all he ever saw I be quick up on the draw shredded you up like slaw with a four fifth in my paw make your ho dip on my balls and you knows it wasnt false heard it through them walls talking more shit than a bathroom stall walking tall since the day I was small split your face with a maul what you say ? call the law oh ok now wait. Im appalled I guess I can say I aint like yall snitches pushing everything to the limits take this to the max trying to increase digits piling up them stacks living with these idgits in this ignorance I just cant relax I stay bended up sinning and just livin with it so it seems fitting to begin at the ending considering everything seems twisted up and mixed ever since 4:20 fourteen when my dad went to sleep after that life seemed so cheap I wont lie it cut me deep even to this day inside I seethe feeling so cheated had a son on the way I just wanted him to get to see him I remember hitting knees pleading asking him to let him stay before calling his soul to leave and come up to the gate my heart on my sleeve stopped praying on that date when he left so did my belief I used to get so mad hyperventilate I would Look up at sky and scream hurt me so bad I wont deny I was lost in my grief for a long time after that i would drink getting mean up to July 4 of 2016 drunk in public changed me in a way that two duis and AA couldnt when I was 18. dont really know how I achieved sobriety something changed inside me that night in pain on the floor I lay in the drunk tank so dehydrated my liver shrank I could feel everything Id quiver and then shake screaming for a break not much more I could take wreching blood in the sank I think it may have been the demon inside my DNA clinging as I was dry heaving the next day I listened to my wife explain she would be leaving Things could not remain the same if I could not refrain from being such a waste I promised with haste and apologized in disgrace all the while admiring her face wondering how she stayed in love with such a nut case but over time that guy was erased so I hit my prime and replaced m getting high with the paper chase but nine to fives have always made my mind ache slide into a malaise seeing other guys do the same thing everyday never asking why or showing hate never complain for the lies they take but Ive always been this way its not that Im lazy its just I cant accept trading moments of my short life for an insanely low wage which you lose after bills get paid Im the hardest worker you will ever meet but once I see that I get no thanks and no raise Im bound to leave I got kids to raise they need me Fire in my veins, echoes I'm my head these drugs scrambling my brains stay wishing I was dead god grab my life by the reins or just let me take my last breath I dread what next
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