Verse 1:
Ive been waiting all these years
Hoping when Im back youll change
Ive been wasting all these years for a
Way out, or a pay out, just to be free of here
Ive been waiting all these years
Ive been weighted with all these years
I cant figure out why Im still here
Ive made up my own thoughts, just to make me stay
Pre-chorus:
Dont know if Im the catalyst or if I
Im just a passing wind
Ive made myself a catalyst
But what if its all, its all amiss
Chorus:
I still wait and hope for time
To fly
My mind tied my heart to ifs and whys
To trys
But Im
Tired of seeking
Verse 2:
See, I been down this road too
Frequently
Thinking that Im supposed to
Be the key
To saving them from the
Enemy
What a bag to keep
And Im back and forth, Im back and forth
Wondering if my purpose is more
Than the suffering I gotta endure
Well, maybe I have it all wrong
Pre-chorus:
Dont know if Im the catalyst or if I
Im just a passing wind
Ive made myself a catalyst
But what if its all, its all amiss
Chorus:
I still wait and hope for time
To fly
My mind tied my heart to ifs and whys
To trys
But Im
Tired of seeking
Outro:
I wanna say Im sorry, sorry, sorry but
Im not faking, faking, faking, faking my love
I cant say Im sorry, sorry, sorry for
Choosing God over humans that disappoint
And I still try and try and try and try
For people who are only standbys
Cause although I picked a side, I picked my side
I still wish my earthly ties can become allies