I wrote this song after I broke up wit my gurl, I just had these thoughts in my head and felt so confused.

Fucked Up Minded What do you want me to be, What are you looking to see through me, Are you looking for any change in me, Sorry, but I am what I am, Even I don’t understand myself, Sometimes I look in the mirror and see somebody else, But it is what I am, Sometimes I think it might be good to recognize myself, To look in the glass and know who I am, Can’t say I like myself, Can’t say I hate me as well, I’m just a mind fucked up mind, Traped in a body shell, I’m like the good and the bad, Stuck in these elements, And I fight between ‘em, Just don’t try to know me, Don’t try to convince me, that I’m a good man, Cause I’m not, that’s for sure, but I endure. I’m just a fucked up minded man, I’m just a fucked up minded jerk, I’m just a fucked up minded freak, I’m just a fucked up minded man. If you think you know me, Then your one of the lucky, Who still hasn’t been hurt by me, Who hasn’t suffer yet cause of me, You could be luckier, That’d be if you’ve never met me, Some of ya might think of these words has funny, You might think I’m looking for pity, I don’t need any a that, I pity you, I pity all of ya, to be listening to the devil, Listen to my words, if you think I ain’t possess, Then I’m impress, you one of the rare, With a solid chess, I’m impress you haven’t puked all of your rest, On my chess, I’m impress to see that you don’t stress out, That ya don’t worry about the hate that I shout, I’m impress that ya ain’t tired of me screaming so loud, I’m impress (x2), but still never the less. I’m just a fucked up minded man, I’m just a fucked up minded jerk, I’m just a fucked up minded freak, I’m just a fucked up minded man. (x2) Don’t come talk to me, Don’t try to understand me, Don’t make friend with me, Just respect me, Never try to love me, Never come close to me, Stay away from my negative energy, I’m just a fucked up minded man, I’m just a fucked up minded jerk, I’m just a fucked up minded freak, I’m just a fucked up minded man. Why do I have to be like this, Why can’t I make people happy, Why do I make everyone suffer, I’m the devil, that’s the only explanation I see.