This song is based on a real personal experience. This song is written out of anger and hate. About my first love, definitely straight from the heart.

:24 tried, to hold on, but now it's, just getting too hard// tried, to stay strong, but now we're just gonna fall apart// tried, to be true, but the pain, just won't seem to leave// tried, to love you, but you just don't know how to love me// tried, but i knew, that you just wasn't able to see// that, i loved you, but you just don't know how to love me// :59 nothing but memories now, were we meant to go down//1 this love got me thinking were we even meant to be found//2 noise in my head, my voice of reason//3 would i choose to stay, or the choice for leaving//4 always gotta make you happy, you can't say i never tried to//5 tell me, how many guys would do the shit that i do//6 you suspect i would cheat, why is your mind filled with nonsense//7 i'm faithful, never did shit that would cause a guilty conscience//8 we had it all, but through time i guess we lost that//9 may not be the best man, but definitely not last//10 know it's true, stood for hours in the snow for you//11 never wanted nothing but the mere chance of holding you//12 skipped school, cut classes, when you asked me to//13 stayed up, late nights, just to chat with you//14 tried to air it out, but theres just aint enough breeze//15 i loved you girl, but you just don't know how to love me//16 1:48 tried, to hold on, but now it's, just getting too hard// tried, to stay strong, but now we're just gonna fall apart// tried, to be true, but the pain, just won't seem to leave// tried, to love you, but you just don't know how to love me// tried, but i knew, that you just wasn't able to see// that, i loved you, but you just don't know how to love me// 2:24 if you claim you never lied, then honesty you never showed to me//1 i'm your first love? then how dare you pick guys over me//2 whenever you turn back, i always welcomed you with open arms//3 whatever you do, i was there to lean your shoulders on//4 you know i'm different, but you never care to listen//5 with you i felt complete, but somethings clearly missing//6 was it love, was it trust, dont know so i try finding an answer//7 if my words hurt, i'm sorry, but i'm blinded by anger//8 it's not what you did, but the things you didn't do//9 wish i could turn back, but you gave me no reason to//10 what did i see in you, i just keep asking myself//11 was it merely a mistake when cupid casted the spell?//12 if so, why do i do everything i do?//13 it's plain i can't sing, but till now i still sing for you//14 close your eyes, picture us, maybe just see//15 that i loved you, but you just don't know how to love me//16 3:23 tried, to hold on, but now it's, just getting too hard// tried, to stay strong, but now we're just gonna fall apart// tried, to be true, but the pain, just won't seem to leave// tried, to love you, but you just don't know how to love me// tried, but i knew, that you just wasn't able to see// that, i loved you, but you just don't know don't know how to love me//