Rough. produced by kinesus
baby there's alotta things i wanna say to you.. but i just don't
know where to start.. so hear me out on this one please
:22
alone in my room, writing rhymes you never heard
spill my heart through this ink, it's hard to find the words
to explain how i feel, to express my thoughts of you
how i miss you so much, i just don't know what to do
and i stare at my phone, hoping, maybe you would call
in my dreams, i see you, every second of it all
and i feel so ashamed when i'm the one who made the choice
yet at night i feel pain, when i cannot hear your voice, why
1:21
when i'm with my friends, i act like everything is fine
but time after time, i realize that i'm lying
when i'm all by myself, my heart starts to whisper
when i'm looking at the stars, my mind's screaming "damn i miss her"
even though, back then, you was my reason for breathing
yet right now, my one mistake, was your reason for leaving
and i really miss the taste, of your lips from your kiss
but no use to reminisce, it just is what it is
cause now you're never there, when i need someone to hold
and i gotta move on, but i don't know where to go
girl i blame my weak heart, for breaking, splitting us in two
and i blame my weak heart, for not getting over you, tell me
2:36
listen close to my words, they are nothing but the truth
almost 3 years, now i got nothing left to lose
sometimes i drive around, try to catch a glance of you
cruise around your block, what else is there for me to do
now i open up my eyes, and i'm starting to see
that maybe you and me girl, were just never meant to be
and regardless of the pain and all the hate that i feel
you played a part in my life that nobody could steal
no nothing is the same, too bad everything has changed
the relationship is gone, yet my love still remains
but it's time for me to grow, time for me to be strong
time for me to let go, it's time for me to move on
girl i don't think you ever realized how much i love you
and how much you really mean to me.. and i dont think
you ever will